Sunday, September 29, 2013

20 Weeks post lisfranc surgery

20 weeks post lisfranc surgery

After my setback last week it feels incredible to arrive at 20 weeks post lisfranc surgery with very little ongoing pain.

This week my physical therapist had me try walking backward on the treadmill!!!  I was apprehensive, wondering if walking backward was something I also had to re-learn.  He assured me that my muscle memory would take over and I would do just fine.  So at .8 MPH and while holding on to the treadmill side handles, I walked backward for 2 whole minutes.  I have to admit, I was super proud of my accomplishment.  My therapist even shouted out, "that's my girl!"  
20 weeks post lisfranc surgery scar

With that success under my belt,  my physical therapist then had me try walking sideways.  I couldn't believe my foot was ready for new adventures in walking, but it was!  Walking sideways was a little tender and my foot felt a little tight, but it was not painful.

20 Weeks post lisfranc surgery


I have also experimented with leaving my treasured cane in my car during activities that don't require a lot of walking.  (like short errands, dining at restaurants etc.)   I thought leaving my cane behind would be hard because my foot may start to hurt and I wouldn't have anything to lean on.  But that has not been the case.  I have been able to walk reasonably pain free as long as I walk slowly and carefully.

But, being cane free has led me to discover something quite unexpected.  Walking slowly causes people around me to become impatient, even though I am carefully trying to stay out of everyone's way. I have even had a few people bump into me!  For 20 weeks I have been used to people giving me a wide birth and without my cane announcing that there is something going on with my mobility, people naturally assume all is well.  No one suspects that even a little shove can throw me off balance, causing sharp pain while I regain my footing.


20 weeks post lisfranc surgery

I have been longing for the next step of my recovery, which would be to get rid of the cane. But, after a few attempts being in public without any signal to the world that I am recovering from a foot injury, I am no longer in a hurry to give up my cherished cane.....at least not quite yet.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

19 weeks post lisfranc surgery


19 weeks after lisfranc surgery scar

This week has been a rough, painful week.  Every step I took, even in sneakers, caused a sharp, shooting pain in my mid-foot.  What bothered me the most was that my foot continued to have intermittent shooting pain even when at rest.

I know my tendency  is to overwork my foot, so I cut out HydroWorx water therapy.  I was not able to do my home therapy exercises and painfully made it through necessary daily activities.

I was really looking forward to my physical therapy appointment so that I could discuss the possibility that I may have sustained a stress fracture. During my appointment my therapist compared my recovering foot's flexibility with my "normal foot." As he manipulated my recovering foot he noted my muscles in my foot were very stiff and not as flexible as last week.  

While pressing on various parts of my foot he and I discussed at length the type of pain I was having making me clarify exactly where I was having pain.  He made me differentiate between aching, shooting pain and just being stiff.  When he forcefully pressed his thumbs underneath my foot, tears sprung to my eyes. 

 I looked up at him and he said, "I guess that hurt, right?"  

I said, "You have never hurt me before, so it took me by surprise."

As he continued to test areas of my foot for amount of pain, I learned to be a little more vocal about the pain level number I was experiencing while he pressed.  

After a few minutes he took both his hands and squeezed my foot, scrunching all my toes together.  I realized he wasn't looking at my foot anymore and was watching me carefully for my reaction. 

I smiled at him and said, "now that doesn't hurt at all."

He smiled back and said, "good, that means you do not have a stress fracture." 

 He went on to say that if I did have a stress fracture, I would have probably kicked him when he squeezed my foot with that amount of pressure.   I assured him I would never kick him, but he did make his point.  I felt like a huge weight had been lifted from me.  


lisfranc physical therapy

Together as we talked, we discovered the pain I was experiencing was a lot like when you get a charlie horse in your calf, only mine was in my mid-foot.  That is why my pain continued intermittently even at rest.  I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.  What I was experienceing was overworking of the muscles in my foot which is a normal part of walking again!!!  

19 Weeks post lisfranc surgery


19 Weeks post lisfranc surgery image right side


Wednesday, September 18, 2013

18 weeks post lisfranc surgery



I had a setback a few days ago and my foot has been extremely painful when walking.  I rested it for 3 full days and then had physical therapy yesterday. My therapist took it easy on me not wanting the muscles to get irritated again.    After walking today doing normal activities, it is once again very sore.  I think this picture shows how swollen the top of my right foot is compared to my left




18 weeks post lisfranc surgery

My scar is still noticeable, but now I am more concerned about walking pain free. My goal is to walk without a cane and sneakers!





18 weeks post lisfranc surgery scar

18 weeks following lisfranc surgery left side view

This picture shows what happens when I push myself too hard.  The bump (swelling) on the top of my foot is at my incision sight and causes pain when I walk. I am trying not to wonder if I am always going to have pain when walking and swelling  when I rest.  I am back to icing tonight!

18 weeks post lisfranc surgery right side view

The best parts of Lisfranc Physical Therapy

At 18 weeks following lisfranc surgery, my favorite part of physical therapy is when my therapist manipulates and massages my foot.  This is no longer the painful experience it once was and I can actually move my foot better when he is finished.  I do think his hands have magical healing powers!


lisfranc physical therapy massage and manipulation

lisfranc physical therapy



The next best thing to my therapists medicinal hands is the ice machine at the end of my therapy session.  This machine works very similar to how we breathe.  It fills the boot with air and after a few seconds, lets the air out  while keeping my foot at a nice icy temperature.  15 minutes of painless ecstasy!
Icing after lisfranc physical therapy





Friday, September 13, 2013

Lisfranc surgery setback

17 weeks post lisfranc surgery setback
Icing and elevating again


When I woke up today, I could not walk a single step without a pain level of 5.  Each time I tried to follow through with a complete stepping motion, I felt a sharp stabbing pain in my mid-foot, right where it needs to bend.  The pain was so immediate and intense that it caused me to suck in air to try and manage the 
onslaught of stabbing discomfort.

 I thought about canceling my Physical therapy appointment because I knew there was no way I could do any of the physical and balance exercises.  But in the end, I thought it might be important to talk with my therapist about my pain since it is very different from any of the other pain I have experienced during my lisfranc recovery.

I am sooo glad I went!  My therapist meticulously sorted through my activities from the last 2 days while massaging and manipulating my foot.  Together we pinpointed exactly which part of my foot was sore and which muscles were involved.  He also noted that my mid-foot was swollen in the exact places that were painful. 

Turns out that once again, I have overdone trying to be "normal" walking person again. Yesterday in HydroWorx therapy I was walking fast against the jets and played catch with a beach ball.  All of which puts a lot of strain on my mid-foot.  In addition, the water level was a little lower than usual.  I did ice after HydroWorx thinking that would keep my foot from swelling.

In the afternoon I went to the Parade of Homes which requires that you take your shoes off while walking through the rooms.   The muscles used while walking have to work twice as hard when you walk barefoot and my foot was not used to this new intensity.  

So today my therapist did a lot of massage/manipulation followed by electrotherapy with ice.  I was concerned having a titanium plate in my foot would be painful with electrotherapy, but it actually felt great!  And of course ice ALWAYS helps.  I am so thankful I have a therapist who took the time to listen and got to the bottom of not only where my pain is, but what most likely caused it to happen.  

After talking with my therapist, I am not worried about the intensity of the pain anymore and know it is just a matter of doing too much too soon.  The harder part for me now is that once again I am stuck at home, sitting in my favorite chair, elevating and icing for the rest of day.  I just hope tomorrow I will be more mobile again otherwise it will surely be another day of rest for me!

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Pain level after 17 weeks recovering from lisfranc surgery

 Remember the last time your foot "fell asleep" and you tried to stand on it?  As it wakes up you feel tingling and eventually it feels like needles being poked into your flesh.  As the nerves in my foot regenerate, I have had that feeling multiple times on the top of my foot and especially in my big toe.  

But lately, the feeling has become more intense. For the last couple of days, my big toe feels like it is being stung  numerous times by small bees, not just on the top of my big toe, but underneath as well.  It is a different kind of pain than the feeling of needles in my foot.  It is a sharper intense "ZING" sort of pain which makes me suck in my breath.  It only happens when I am at rest and not when walking on my foot.

I talked to my physical therapist about this today and he said this was great news! To be able to feel sharp intense pain in a toe that has been numb for 17 weeks means my feeling is starting to come back in full force.

In addition, regaining feeling in my big toe is integral to being able to put weight properly through my entire foot.  When I can't feel if I am transferring weight through my big toe, I cannot make the proper follow through for walking. 

My therapy session today included .13 miles on the treadmill (1.5 miles per hour for 5 minutes) and 1 mile on the stationary bike.  I also did leg lifts, calf strengthening and lots of balance work on the bosu ball.  My new therapist is gentle and kind but makes me work up to my potential.  I am so glad my insurance cleared me for 8 more therapy sessions, which means my total for lisfranc surgery recovery will take 28 sessions.  (I have also had 36 HydroWorx sessions as well.)

As far as pain free walking goes, I tried walking through Macy's today without my cane and in my sneakers.  I had to walk slowly and very carefully, but I was able to do it with a minimum amount of pain!  I was stiff,  but it felt more like when you first wake up in the morning kind of stiff and not the "I have to sit down right now" kind of stiff.

 After Macy's I went to Kohls and also left my cane in the car for that errand.  There again, I walked at a snail's pace, but I did it!!!  I cannot tell you the amount of pleasure I got from walking through 2 stores without any assistance and almost pain free.

I am spending the rest of the day resting in my chair, (with ice) but I am satisfied, happy and have a sense of accomplishment that I haven't felt since before my lisfranc injury.  There is light at the end of this lisfranc recovery after all!!!!

Sunday, September 8, 2013

17 weeks post lisfranc surgery


Looking back on my 17 weeks of lisfranc surgery recovery has been like watching an infant grow.  You don't really take note of all the day to day minuscule changes, but after 4 months, you realize HUGE changes have occurred!

This is what happened to me this week when I arrived at 17 post lisfranc surgery.  My physical therapist gave me permission to walk on the treadmill!!!!!!!






treadmill at 17 weeks post lisfranc surgery
Okay, so I don't get to walk more than 1.5 miles per hour with no incline and have been instructed to walk no more than 5 minutes a couple of times a week, but still.....I am back on my treadmill!!!  

By the way walking 5 minutes at 1.5 miles an hour means I can now walk .13 of a mile without stopping and limited discomfort....not completely pain free, but no more than a 1-2 pain level!!!!!!!!!!


Dusting off my treadmill at 17 weeks post lisfranc surgery
I have been instructed to still "listen to my foot" and quit if it becomes painful and I start to limp.  5 minutes is just the right amount of time to practice correct "heel, toe, follow through" at a slow pace.  Now that I have learned to walk again, the treadmill is letting me practice all of the correct walking motions that I have been taught!



17 weeks post lisfranc surgery image

17 weeks post lisfranc surgery scar


Left side view 17 weeks post lisfranc surgery image

By the way, my foot envy broadened today with the official start of the NFL season.  I spent most of game time today watching the Vikings player's feet with complete fascination and awe!!!!!!
Right side view 17 weeks post lisfranc surgery

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

20 sessions of lisfranc physical therapy

Today was my first physical therapy session without my beloved  therapist.  When we first met, my therapist and I made a "pinky promise" that I would be done with therapy around the time she was due to have her baby. Unfortunately, I had to break that promise because she delivered her new baby girl yesterday morning.  I am absolutely thrilled for her and her family! (Her new daughter is absolutely adorable and has a full head of black hair!) 

My therapist taught me to walk again and I am mourning the loss of a trusted caregiver. Being with her twice a week for the last 4 months, made for a powerful bond, which I will greatly miss . 

I am lucky, though, because my new therapist is also one my surgeon recommends for lisfranc surgery recovery. In fact, I found out today that he has actually worked with a lisfranc patient before! Ironically, his wife is also pregnant and today WE made a promise that I would be done with physical therapy around the time his wife is due, which happens to coincide with my next appointment with my surgeon.  I fully intend to keep this promise which gives me until the end of October to be back at 90%.

Because today was my 20th physical therapy visit my insurance company says I am at a juncture in my recovery.  When my new therapist told me  my insurance company requires "proof" that I am not back to 80-90 % of my normal daily activities in order for them to keep paying for my therapy I felt the first waves of anxiety.  I wondered if today I not only lost my cherished therapist, but was being let go from therapy all together.  I can't even walk down my driveway yet to get the mail!!!

After talking things through with my new therapist, he agreed that I probably need 8 more therapy sessions and will keep me with twice a week for a few weeks and then decrease my sessions to once a week.  I filled out the necessary paperwork which involved a lot of questions about my ability to do everyday activities.

My new therapist took a lot of time with me today to really get to know not only where I was physically, but psychologically as well.  I told him about my bout of foot envy, fully expecting him not to really get the whole cute shoe thing.  After all, he is a guy!  But he surprised me and not only understood, but gave me a new perspective on only being able to wear sneakers.  He said to think of this sneaker period as the most comfortable period in my recovery.  After all, who wouldn't want to wear sneakers all day and have their feet comfortable all the time?  He also pointed out that this 6 months of lisfranc therapy is really just a blip when looking at my life as a whole.  So my sneaker period, is even smaller than that.  So I have decided to embrace my lisfranc sneaker recovery period and enjoy the comfort of my sneakers.



Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Foot Envy at 17 weeks post lisfranc surgery


For the last few weeks I have found myself obsessed with people's feet.  Not in a foot fetish sort of way, but in an all out "I can't believe how easily they walk" sort of way. 

I watch my grandson's feet as he easily hops off his bed. I watch my husband's feet as he walks around our house. I watch runners feet and notice how far they can bend their entire foot.   


At stop signs, I watch the people walking their dogs, laughing with whomever they are with and think "Look how easily that person walks without even thinking about it!"

At restaurants, I notice young women wearing 4 plus inch heels and find myself thinking "that is a lisfranc fracture waiting to happen."  


Instead of looking at the shelves of food at the grocery store, I find myself watching other shoppers  feet and notice their gait.  I am even noticing if people need new shoes and especially note when someone is wearing brand new shoes!


I see sandals of all shapes and wonder if my foot will ever wear such cute shoes again.

I feel so much foot envy that it is driving me crazy!

I am tired of my lisfranc recovery journey

I am entering my 17th week of my lisfranc recovery journey and am sick and tired of this whole healing process and the amount of time it is taking to be a normal walking, human being!!!


We had out of town family staying with us for Labor Day and decided to invite extended family members over for a Labor Day BBQ.  Because of my mobility issues, our outside table still had last winter's dirt on it and we had not even bothered to put up the table umbrella yet.  

Yesterday, I decided that my foot was feeling good enough to be able to help out with getting things in order.  In fact, the problem with being in my 17th week of lisfranc recovery, there are moments (not minutes yet) where I actually forget that I am still healing.  During one of my momentary lapses into thinking I am normal again,  I lifted a lounge chair and immediately my recovering foot screamed in pain.  This lapse in judgement affected my pain level for the entire day.

During the party, I sat down as much as I could, but there were things that had to be done, so I found myself pushing my foot past what I should have.  There were times when I felt tears threatening to spill because not only did my foot hurt (level 4) but I was so frustrated that I couldn't be the hostess that I am used to being.  

The other problem, is because I am wearing sneakers other people also forget that I am not 100% and ask a lot from me.  I found myself accommodating them, as a good hostess should, but finally, I had to give up and let them all fend for themselves. 

After everyone left, I iced my foot and today I have been off my feet for almost the full day recovering.




16 weeks post lisfranc surgery


At 16 weeks post lisfranc surgery, my healing foot (right) has nearly as much ability to bend as my normal foot. 
16 weeks post lisfranc surgery image



 Being able to bend my big toe has been integral to my ability to walk "normally" again.
16 weeks post lisfranc surgery image

At 16 weeks, my ankle swells only when I am on my foot for too long.  Otherwise it looks "normal" most of the time.
16 weeks post lisfiranc surgery image right side view

16 weeks post lisfranc surgery image left side

16 weeks post lisfranc surgery scar

I have gone from needing the John Deere to go up to our main level........

Lisfranc John Deere taxi ride


To using a knee scooter to get around....

lisfranc knee scooter
lisfranc knee scooter

Graduating to using a walker.  Next came 2 crutches and then one crutch...




lisfranc crutches

The cane with  my boot came next

lisfranc cane can be a work of art
 Followed by a sneaker with only the boot and without the cane
lisfranc boot

At 16 weeks I occasionally need the cane with my sneaker







lisfranc recovery
But most of the time, I can walk every third or fourth step in my sneakers pain free and without my cane 
16 weeks post lisfranc surgery recovery





I am dreaming of the day when I can start to wear "normal" shoes again....even if the shoes are just sandals  without heels!!
lisfranc recovery dream



Sunday, September 1, 2013

Fired from the boot!!!!!


                       That's right!  
                                  It is official!! 
              My physical therapist has asked me to 
                      retire my boot!!! 


Bejeweled lisfranc recovery boot

 For the last 2 weeks, we have slowly been weaning me off the boot (when away from my home) by using the boot only when I had to be on my feet for 20 minutes or more.  


Lisfranc recovery boot

I am now officially in the next stage of recovery from lisfranc surgery.........I am bootless and wearing sneakers full time!

Making your lisfranc recovery boot a work of art 

It is a little weird to think I might actually miss my beloved boot, not because I enjoyed wearing it, (NOT!) but because every time I looked at it, I saw the signatures of all the people who cared enough about me to take part in my lisfranc recovery journey. Each signature represents a person who shared some of their life moments with me and participated directly in my care.  

My lisfranc recovery boot is a reminder of people who care
 about me



I may even miss being stopped by strangers who commented on how pretty my boot was decorated with signatures of my family, friends and caregivers.......

Good-Bye Boot!